Found the push I needed

A month or so ago, I blogged about not wanting to leave because there are people that are going to be left behind. But just very recently, something happened and I realized that people in our lives come and go, very few remain. We lose people and discover new ones. This was the final push that I was looking for. Now, I want to go, explore, push boundaries, step out of my comfort zone, look what is outside the box. And I am so excited! I feel like this is so important to me. This will help me grow. This will widen my horizon. Graduation is this Saturday already. A few weeks after, I start flying school. I am really hoping that my dad sends me to OMNI, which is what I believe to be the best flying school in the Philippines. If I go to OMNI, I will be living full time in Clark, Pampanga which will be an excellent change of scenery, and I will be getting the best education. This is it! It is so close. I am going to miss my friends but I NEED THIS. Time to grow up. I can’t just sit around waiting for things to come easy or for someone to hand it to me. I have to get off my ass, explore, and reach for what I want. I know that things are uncertain, but the uncertainty excites me. I CANT WAIT!!!